Well, Hii

I’m new to the ‘game’ of blogging, but i hear its a whole lot of fun disclosing lots of things to alsorts of people and having them comment on your oh so aspiring life, NOT, but i decided, i have way to much i want to get off my chest that i can’t tell people, so im gonna do it on here, easiest way i suppose.

Let me tell you a little about myself,

I’m 15, I live in a shithole town, and most of the people in it hate me, ‘OH YAY!!’.

So far in my life, ive been a teachers pet, a popular, back when we didnt know what the word ment, a bitch – still am sortof- been called a slut and murderer many times -even though I’m not- umm, I’ve lost many things, family, friends, my dignity, many times, and alot of other stuff, inclueding my temper, which has got me called a phsyco as well, umm, I’ve had horrible things happen to me, beaten for atleast 5years of my life by my brother, who IS a phsycopath, and by my mum, and many others, gotten into fights, usually just words, ranaway, hated people, hit people, and lots of other stuff, which you will find out about if you keep reading my blog. If you have gotten this far without going off my site kudos to you. Well, where shall I start??

24 August 2008

I officily hate my own mum, quite sad, but true, you mite think i am over reacting, but i have talked to 2 of my best freinds who both say that if it happend to them they would yell and scream at their mums and never speak to them again , so its not just me. 

But the thing is shes started ignoring me, and just as a guy comes into her life, of course, so me mite think jelousy, but the thing is, its not the fact is, she is ignoring me, it started about 2weeks ago, me and mum were ment to go out together, but instead she went out with ‘him’. Then this friday was ment to be our special girly night, we were getting on fine, then she gets a txt from him, saying hes bored and wants to hang out, and what does she do leaves me alone watchin tv by myself, and she promised we could go to the gym together the next day instead, and ofcourse I was like SWEET!!, the next day i wake up just before we’re ment to go, and she never calls to say when we’re going, so ofcourse I’m hurt, then she comes home, I ask why we didn’t go and ofcourse she was busy, and I’m just a lil pissed at this stage, then she says, if you really wanted to go the gym, you should have gone by yourself, and then she asks me what my problem is, so I leave,